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  FATAL

  RETRIBUTION

  A RAINA KIRKLAND NOVEL

  Book 1

  By Diana Graves

  Copyright © 2011 Diana Graves

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  Disclaimer

  This book is a work of pure fiction. Characters, places and incidents are creations of the author’s imagination, and any similarity to people, living or dead, businesses, events or places is purely coincidental.

  Acknowledges

  To my family and friends, thank you.

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  Other Works

  Mortal Sentry

  Grave Omen

  Deadly Encounters

  Toxic (Coming Soon)

  Table of Contents

  TITLE PAGE

  Leaving Home

  the Sibs

  What’s Eating Me

  Into Darkness

  Vampire Care Center

  Taste Test

  The Impossible

  The Changes

  All In The Family

  Seeking Answers

  My First Dream Of Her

  Back To Normal

  My Hero

  Anger Management

  Bastion Fatal

  Damon

  Awaken

  Penny For Your Thoughts

  Ethereal Investigations

  Too Old to Ground

  Who, What, What

  Party Time

  Nil

  Vampire Hierarchy

  Dreaming of Home

  Come Out and Play

  Confrontation

  Sociopaths Are No Fun

  Live Bait

  It’s Not Over

  Forsaken

  Unstoppable Force

  An Immortal Gone Mad

  Taken

  Damsels and Demons

  The Man Behind It All

  The Cavalry

  Et Tu, Tristan

  The Ballroom

  Playing With Fire

  The End

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  LEAVING HOME

  I SAT ON my bed with a knot in my stomach while the man who called himself my father yelled through my cell phone. He wasn’t angry, as he continually reminded me. He was simply concerned for my wellbeing.

  “I love you, Raina. You know that!” he shouted. Did I really know that? Ten years ago I finally accepted that I didn’t have a father. I had a man who was sometimes a parent when it was convenient for him. “I just don’t think you should advertise your differences. It’s dangerous!” he yelled.

  “You mean that it’s embarrassing. I’m sorry if I ruined your barbecue last weekend.” I so wasn’t sorry. I wore my ceremonial coven robes just to bust his chops. Even so, it wasn’t my fault that his friends took issue with my choice in clothing. If he wanted to play daddy I wasn’t going to make it easy on him. He had a witch for a daughter. He needed to be okay with that, and so did his friends.

  “Not everyone tolerates non-humans as well as me. I love you, but...”

  “But, I’m not going to be invited to anymore of your barbecues, am I?” He said nothing and I knew I was right. He was ashamed of what I was. I was the unwelcomed surprise after a failed marriage. He and my mother were married when I was conceived, but divorced before I was born, making me his bastard daughter. As a witch and an elf in part, I wasn’t human enough for him to accept, but unlike my older brothers, I was born too late for him to learn to love me in spite of myself.

  “I don’t really have time to talk. Tristan should be here any minute, and I’m not done packing,” I said.

  “I love you,” he said for the umpteenth time before I let him go. I wondered which one of us he was trying to convince of that, because he wasn’t fooling me.

  “Well, damn,” I breathed, and looked out over the room. My green walls were nearly hidden completely behind a gigantic collage of pictures. The pictures varied in subject matter; from people I loved or admired, to breathtaking architecture, aged graveyards, stunning skies, mountains and what not.

  Three days’ worth of clothes and all my camping gear were piled on my bed, waiting to be packed. My brothers and I were heading up to Mount Rainier tonight for a weekend camping trip to celebrate my oldest brother’s new job at Vamps, a vampire entertainment rental company. Their slogan was, “Vamps, vamp up your party.” Catchy, no? His orientation was today. I couldn’t wait to hear how that went.

  I just finished packing when I heard Mom come through the front door. The sound of the door’s squeaky hinges and the fragrance of sweet spices were all the usual signs that Mommy was home. Even with my bedroom door shut I could smell jasmine and spices. She and my Aunt Fauna owned a shop together called The Natural Kitchen. Fauna brewed potions and Mom baked goodies. Hence the yummy scent.

  I readjusted my eye glasses out of habit, not need, before leaving my room. Elves didn’t usually have bad eye sight. I guess I could thank my human father for that one. The only part of me that looked remotely elf-like was my long straight hair, which shined like rich chocolate streaked with red amber. It was elf tradition to never cut one’s hair. Mom was all about tradition. It irritated her to no end that I kept my hair cut short in the back, and only let the front grow unhindered. The color of my eyes, however, distinctly revealed my witch blood; a rich mahogany, more red than brown.

  I found Mom in the kitchen with the evening sun flooding through the windows, making tall shadows. A brass incense holder sat on the oak dining table. The smoke rose in an elegant dance, filling the room with the rich scent of cedar. Leafy plants overflowed from metal baskets that hung from the tall ceiling, and a large wrought iron chandelier hung directly over the table. Mom matched the kitchen well. They were both exotic, both unaffected by the violent ghetto in which we resided.

  Mom was sitting at the dining table with a gold pin held between her thin ruby lips as she considered her next move. The black marble mortar sat in front of her. In it was a small portion of freshly crushed herbs mixed with oils. Using her thin wand, she drew a pentagram in the air. I watched in silence as she scooped the herbs into a small green vial. She placed the gold pin in the vial as well and closed it up with a cork. Careful not to drag the lengthy sleeves of her long red dress into the mortar, she leaned forward and reached for some hemp string.

  “Hey Mom,” I said quietly when she was finished with her craft.

  She turned to me with a smile. Her eyes matched her long hair, black as pure onyx laced with gold. All of her features would suggest her to be an elf, but her curves gave her away as something else. The something else was half witch. Having the full attention of her large black eyes was always a little unsettling. So, it was a good thing that it didn’t happen often.

  Every move was graceful as she stood, and reached for me. In her hands she held a necklace with a small green vial. I recognized it as a talisman for protection. It was her original design that she called slan. Slan heightened your fight or flight response to danger. My brothers and I wore them often when we were children. She tied the vial around my neck, and gave me a wide conflicted smile, full of worry and
love.

  “What’s with the vial?” I asked.

  She ignored my question. “I wish you would leave your hair alone, Ray,” she said. She stuck her bottom lip out in a pout as she played with my hair.

  “If I had it my way I would be sporting a pixy cut. Now, what’s with the vial?” It was this sort of badgering that made me want to find a real job, and move out on my own. I graduated college a year ago, and I was still working part time at The Natural Kitchen. Pathetic.

  “Last night you mentioned that Nicholas might be going with you and Tristan,” she said.

  “Okay, now this makes sense,” I said while I ran my finger down the long teardrop shaped vial. Nick was my older brother, second to Tristan, and he was a shady sort of guy. You never knew what he might pull out of his bag of tricks, literally. “Um, could you possibly make another? Tristan also invited Michael.” Mom cringed at the sound of Michael’s name. About a year older than me, Michael was Dad’s love child with his then mistress, now ex-wife, Rachael.

  “You make it,” she said, and handed me her extremely heavy book of shadows. “It’s on page 23.” I immediately set the book back down with a heavy thump.

  “Will it be as powerful if I do it?” I asked, even though I already knew the answer. Mom shrugged her shoulders, and left the kitchen.

  I sighed in frustration, and sat down at the table. All the materials were there. I just had to follow the directions, and hope I had the talent and magic to pull it off. The spell was made for a level four witch, and I wasn’t even level three, more like one and a quarter. I could hide a zit or change the colors of my nails, but not too much else. Of the three of us, Nick was the trouble maker, Tristan was the golden boy, and I was the no-body. We were witch-elf hybrids, also known as common witch-mutts. Nick had all the magic, Tristan had all the elven grace, and I had none of that. I was plain-Jane, besides my off and on ability to read people’s emotions. I was a weak empath. It was my saving grace, but it didn’t quite make up for being a piss poor witch.

  The instructions for the slan talisman were written in Flegen, a made up language that Mom taught only me and my brothers how to read. The book would be useless in anyone else’s hands.

  I ground the herbs into a fine powder in the mortar. The bark of Rowan tree proved to be difficult to crush. I had to put all my weight on the pestle to break it into slightly smaller bits of wood. There was no way I’d get it as fine as Mother did. Hopefully it wouldn’t affect the spell.

  After I finished Michael’s talisman, I cleaned up the materials, and called Tristan. It was nearly three o’clock and he was late. I dialed his cell phone, and left the dining room for the more private atmosphere of my bedroom.

  It rang three times before Tristan answered, “Yeah.”

  “Hey, it’s Raina. When are you coming over?”

  “I’m just at Dad’s picking up Michael. Is Nicholas there? He’s supposed to meet me at Mom’s.”

  “No, he’s not here.”

  “Well, we both left his apartment about ten minutes ago, so he should be there soon. Did you ask Mom to make some jasmine loaf for us?”

  Jasmine loaf was Mom’s signature recipe at The Natural Kitchen. It calmed and soothed the mind. It was the perfect snack after a long day’s work, and I had forgotten to ask her to bring some home. “Um, let me see if Mom remembered?” I lied. I walked out of my room and down the short hallway. Mom was sitting on the sofa, smoking on her herb pipe while watching the news.

  “Hey Mom, did you bring home some jasmine loaf?” I asked her.

  She looked at me with her face scrunched in thought. “I don’t know. Go look in the fridge.” Damn it.

  I raced to the fridge. I hated making promises and then not keeping them. As I made my way through the house I played with the idea of baking a loaf in what little time I had, but when I opened the fridge I felt a rush of relief. “Yeah, she remembered.”

  “Cool,” Tristan said. “I’ll see you soon. Michael is still getting ready to go. Hey, would you mind if we brought Katie along?”

  It was nice of him to ask. Katie was our half-sister, and we never really got on well with each other. She was all pomp and prim, and I was rough and awkward. She was pretty in pastels with a pound of makeup on her face. I was jeans and a t-shirt with a chip on my shoulder. But, this weekend wasn’t about me and my grudge against a snotty teenager. If Tristan wanted her there, then he could have her.

  “I don’t care,” I lied. “See you soon.”

  “Yeah,” he said before ending the call.

  I didn’t bother getting all the materials back out to make Katie a slan talisman as well? She wouldn’t accept it. She was a good little Christian girl, so it would be a waste of materials and time.

  After hanging up the phone, I put the jasmine loaf into one of my bags, and set them by the front door.

  “Hey Mom,” I said before plopping down on the sofa. I wrapped my arms around her, and rested my head on her shoulder. “How do you put up with hateful brats?” like my sister, I added in my head.

  “I don’t,” she said without taking her eyes off the television.

  “Me neither,” I said. How I wished that were true. Raina, the bad ass; doesn’t take shit from anyone—yeah right. The dream.

  Fifteen minutes later there was a knock on the door to the rhythm of an old rock ballad. I got up to get it, and moved the metal leaf, revealing a peephole. As I had suspected, it was Nicholas. His face was hidden, but I’d recognize that crazy red hair anywhere. I opened the door with a smile spread wide across my face.

  “What’s up little sis?” he asked by way of greeting. He reached out to hug me, flashing me a devilish smile. He was twenty-three years old with baby fine red hair and permanent bed-head. He had our dad’s big doey brown eyes and a heart shaped face. He would look as innocent as a pup if it weren’t for that sly smile of his, with full long lips that were naturally red. Nicholas was Goth in a cliché kind of way; all black nail polish and fake leather. Today was no exception. He was full on Nick, wearing all black, like any self-respecting dark wizard.

  Mom stood quickly. “I will not have a warlock in my home!” she shouted.

  She was taller than Nicholas, so he had to glare up at her to give her the evil eye, but there was no magic behind it. He might have been angry with Mom, but his smile never faulted. Mom and Nicholas had been at odds with each other for seven years, way before he started his dark arts website. No one knew why their grudge began, or at least, no one was telling me.

  “Calm down, Ann,” Nick said. “I’ll be waiting outside.” He was looking at Mom while talking to me. Awkward!

  “Um, I’ll be out in a bit, okay,” I said before I closed the door.

  Mom sat back down as if nothing had happened, except for the anger radiating from her. I didn’t know what to do to make her feel better, so I just bent down and gave her a reassuring hug. She hugged me back tightly.

  “Do you have your slan vial?” she asked.

  “Yes,” I said, and I pulled it out from inside my green tunic.

  “Good girl. I love you.”

  “Ditto,” I said, and grabbed my bags.

  “Just be very careful, Raina.”

  “No way,” I joked. She gave me the mom look and I smiled.

  “Don’t be sarcastic. Unintelligent people hide behind sarcasm.”

  I just nodded, and walked out the front door. Well, this camping trip was off to a great start. Oops, more sarcasm. Damn it, I must be dumb.

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  HE SIBS

  NICK’S HEARSE SAT in the driveway, and he sat on the steps in front of the door scratching at his black nail polish. My little blue pinto looked sad parked beside Mom’s red smart car and his antique hearse, which looked like it just had a shiny new black paint job.

  “Nice car,” I said. He sneered, and I shut the door behind me. I plopped down next to him and let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. “I’m sorry about Mom.”

  “Nah, don�
��t worry about it, Ray,” he said. He smiled his usual shit-eating grin. After Mom kicked him out of the house at just sixteen years old, and Dad refused to take him in, he was homeless. He lived on the streets for a while before he found a way to use his natural skills to make money, selling harmless curses and magical pranks online. He went from a homeless teen to a well off entrepreneur in a matter of a few years. I was proud of him, and I felt sorry for him. Our mother hated him, our dad ignored him, and our coven labeled him a warlock. And yet there he sat, smiling down at me.

  “What do you think about Tristan’s new job?” Nicholas laughed. I guess a change of subject was called for.

  “You think it’s funny?” I asked.

  Nicholas looked at me with raised eyebrows. “He’s a vampire pimp.”

  “No he’s not. He schedules vampire entertainment for events.”

  “The only event anyone would want a vampire for is an orgy.”

  I gave him an ugly face. The only vampire I knew well was our uncle, who was turned as a teen after being violently mugged by a gang of vampires. “Gross, I’ll be sure to let Uncle Seth know how you feel about him,” I said. Nick gave me a hearty laugh.

  “No, no, Seth might be a vampire, but he wouldn’t know a good time if she was sitting on his face,” he said. I had to shake my head at that. Nick was such a pervert sometimes.

  “You don’t really think vampires are only good for sex?” I asked. He shook his head, and I exhaled in relief. “Good, I didn’t want to have to kick your butt.” Nick looked me up and down, as if measuring my worth and finding me lacking. “Hey!” I said with a smile, and an elbow to his gut.

  Kids ran out of the way as Tristan pulled up in his white civic, and parked right beside Nicholas’s hearse. Did everyone have to outshine my car?

  “We’re taking the hearse,” Nick said. “It’s the only car that will fit all of us and our camping gear.”

  Nicholas and I got to our feet and walked over to his hearse. He unlocked the doors with a button on his keychain, and I threw my bags in next to his. Tristan went straight up to the house, and opened the door without knocking. He looked so much like Mom, it was almost scary. They had the same long dark hair, tall frame, dark eyes and narrow face.